I used to wonder.

I used to wonder about enlightenment.

About realisation.

About freedom.

About liberation.

And I was only a child.

 

I wondered what it would be like to have a spiritual experience.

And one day, I realised that I am a spiritual experience.

 

I wondered what it would be like to be on the spectrum, and if I was on the spectrum.

And one day, I realised I am the spectrum. The full fucking spectrum.

 

And then one day, in one moment came this blissful, visceral revelation. And it doesn’t even have a name.