I used to wonder.
I used to wonder about enlightenment.
About realisation.
About freedom.
About liberation.
And I was only a child.
I wondered what it would be like to have a spiritual experience.
And one day, I realised that I am a spiritual experience.
I wondered what it would be like to be on the spectrum, and if I was on the spectrum.
And one day, I realised I am the spectrum. The full fucking spectrum.
And then one day, in one moment came this blissful, visceral, perpetual revelation. Super-complete and utterly unnameable.